warning: random rambles

So after a mere 2 days on millionairematch.com, I have met an amazing man! He is handsome, sweet, funny, and not even that old! ...and very successful of course. We spoke on the phone last night and really hit it off! After I did my research on him I agreed to come visit him in california sometime next month...is this too risky sugarbabes?

On another note, I am SO happy it's finally summer and my classes are over...usually I am very focused in school and keep my grades up, but this past semester I just WASN'T feeling it. :/

My goal is to work and save my money this summer from my waitressing job and pay off my debt...debt makes me nervous. Whats worse is I have no real reason to even be in debt. Last year my parents gave me 400$ a month to help with expenses AND I had a scholarship so I was really only responsible for the other 200$ of my apartment rent, food, and other expenses. I got a credit card and spent more than I needed to for the hell of it and after the interest was all said and done I've now racked up about 3,000$ in debt. Go me.

Honestly is feels good to "say it out loud" (or type it?) because I felt like I've been lugging around this huge secret.

as for a sugardaddy....if I snag one he is more than welcome to pay off my debt; oh, and buy me one, or two.....or three pairs of luscious louboutins ;)

~kiss

round 3

sugarbabies!

I'm going to try this again...third time's a charm, right?

I don't have much time to write right now, but a few things:

1. I actually have a pretty decent job right now, but i want some big big sugar still!

2. I think millionaire matchmaker may actually be a decent site, any comments?

3. Has anyone ever traveled to a pot's city for a date if they pay for your ticket and hotel? :/

4. This is random (well actually all of this is) but I i really want to meet some of you in RL and be actual friends, not just computer friends! I hate that I can't talk about this part of my life to any of my friends.. :(

So many thoughts swirling in my head...

I think I up and left my attempt at a sugar life 3 months ago for 2 reasons- 1. I was a virgin and could not even IMAGINE being intimate with a nasty, old, man! ...if you ren't a sexual person to begin with, how the hell can you be a sugar baby? Isn't that your purpose...to be sexual? DUH. Another reason...I realized in such a short time I was becoming SO wrapped up in all of it...I was spending most of my time trying to find good POTs, checking my emails and sugar baby facebook account instead of my RL one...checking my blog and other sugar babies blogs....I was just getting SO wrapped up in everything...almost obsessed!

So I needed a change...I needed to do something with my life...I needed something productive to consume myself in that wouldn't more or less make me feel like shit since I wasn't seeing any real results in my sugar search. So 3 months later, here I am....still wanting sugar! (ps- I am doing something right now thats pretty cool, and productive, but I can't say what it is-risk of being discovered)

Here's the difference:

I met someone my OWN age who I am very sexually attracted to and we are very casually seeing each other but he's very well off (thanks to his daddy!) so we go out and we order expensive drinks and we have sex....and I mean we have sex all night long! He lasts SO long...I didn't realize guys my age could last so long...the first time I almost stopped him, but I knew I wanted to do it...this is something I HAD to do if I wanted to get a real sugar daddy! Anyways, I'm so glad it was with someone I actually like and am attracted to than a nasty old guy! Some bad news...I think I'm one of those girls who can't seem to orgasm... :( Its not his fault either...he is good at sex and hes very experienced...but I think i'm one of those girls who can't get off just with intercourse, the only orgasms I get are via clit... any other sugar babies have that problem or willing to offer any advice?

Anyways...hmm I suppose I'm back on the prowl...haven't set up any accounts on any sites yet, I'll get to that later this week I guess...we'll see.

I've spent the whole day reading up to date with all of your sugar escapades! I love reading about all of your adventures sugar babies!

~Kiss

I'm Back!

Hey Sugarbabes!

Sorry I sort of fell off the face of the earth for several months...

I could explain but that would def. risk my identity being found out big time!

Anyways...I've moved pretty far away from Atlanta, but I'm going to be checking around to see if there's any pot's in my area. I think I'll be heading back to Atlanta in the next couple months, and I'll be back on the prowl!

How has everyone's search been? After seeing how many liars are on the sugardaddy websites...I basically gave up. :( I'll try to update in a couple days and fill you guys in a little bit more on what I've been up too!

~Kiss

Guess who dropped $1000 shopping last night?

...NOT ME!!!

But, it was spent on me...Bebe, Cache, and Victoria's Secret...SCORE! :)

So I've been DYING to update but I just finally got to my computer! You guys are so right about SD4Me..Im off that site now. Anyways, I had a date last night with...well I'll call him Mr. sweetheart. He is tall, fat, and ugly. and 48. ew.

Anyways, I feel kind of bad for him because he really trusts way too easily :/

But he set me up for a facial and a massage at a beautiful Spa before our date, and I LOVED IT! (I've never had a massage or facial!) I still had to tip them and tip for valet parking but thats okay..just $34

Anyways after the Spa I headed over to meet him at this nice steak house and we had a great meal, we had interesting conversations and I didn't feel like people were staring really (thank god) BUT I had a HUGE scare as I was walking to the restaurant form my car because I saw 2 friends drive by! YIKES. (I had even made sure to not go anywhere near my home!)

After dinner we went shopping and he dropped 1000$ on me at Bebe, Cache, and Victoria's Secret! ahhhh! So basically, I'm STOKED although I would have rather just had $1000 cash. It was weird though because he wanted to hold me hand and put his arm around me and kept kissing my hand, neck shoulders and I KNOW people were looking like "wtf, 19 year old and 48 year old man!?"

The thing I hated was anytime I tried something on I obviously had to show him but he kept grabbing me and kissing me every single time i'd try something on so I tried to not try on too much because I realllllly didn't want to kiss him :( He probably called me "his sweetheart" like 50 times during our hour of shopping. so annoying...hence the name.

When the shopping center closed Mr. Sweetheart walked me to my car after and that was the worst...he literally grabbed me and after he kissed me a few times I tried to get in my car and go but he WOULDN'T LET ME MOVE :( HE was HOLDING me there and kept trying to kiss me ewwww.

So finally I got in my car, wiped off my lips, and smiled at my bags of new stuff! :)

So, mission accomplished! :)

~KISS

flakies, gifties, and uglies

So in my beginner sugar baby point of view, I am realizing that alot of pots are FLAKY AS HELL. I've made "kinda plans" (you know, where they say "Yeah lets go to dinner thursday or Friday," nothing set in stone though) and then never hear from them again! I think for me it may have to do with the fact that I tell them upfront I won't sleep with them on the first date...

Anyways, it really annoys me. I just want to find a sugar daddy or 2 then get off the sites and be done with the back and forth emailing and phone calls. I live in an apartment and I hate having o be so sneaky about my phone calls when pots want to discuss arrangements and what not.. THESE WALLS ARE THIN!

Now for some Mr. Ed news.. We actually talked on the phone rather than texted for an hour last night, and I like him! Again, not so sure he will really come through with that 20k allowance, but I haven't even met the guy and this morning picked up $100 from Western Union form him. I mean it's not much, but I haven't even met him yet and I think he just wanted to do something nice for me. He is out of town right now but he said when he gets back he is sending me some gifties! Hooray!

Question...I keep seeing that some of you are getting a nice little chunk of change in your first dinner date because the SD wants to show you he's serious...which guys are likely to do this!? Older or younger? I need one of those guys! :P

This guy Mark offered me 1200 to sleep with him, but I turned him down. I could really use the money but he is so ugly :( I realllllly need to work on getting past the looks and the age..

Also...if any of you sugar babies are from atlanta or ever come to Atlanta...I'd love to get together and hang out! I think it would be so cool to talk to another sugar baby in RL! :P

Kiss

Mr. Ed

So I've been talking to a pot ALOT recently...and it seems we've agreed to be each other sugars...I'm so skeptical of him though, because get this: he's supposedly giving me 20k a month.

TWENTY THOUSAND!!!!!

IF he's legit..it'll be great, obviously. But another good part is he is only 38 years old! Um, can you say sugary SCORE!?

(Not fat either!)

He claims to be a talent recruiter for a BIG time line (as in, you all know this line and probably own something from it, it's not too expensive but not cheap either) Which is kind of working out for me because I model and he's offering me a possible contract for the 2011 line...again, this is all what he CLAIMS...He says to prove it to me he's going to send me stuff from the line every week! First thing (shoes) should arrive in a few days...plus he said he sent in an extra surprise with the shoes...so we shall see.

My date for this past thursday never called to make plans...wtf?

Whatever.

KISS